Lost & Longing

I stare

Blank in the white

To realise the nothingness

That surrounds me now

Need to write afresh

And not stop

'Cuz

I would be lost in the current

Torn in bits and pieces..

I look for an exit

All seem far away

Farther than my heart could last

And the pain seems to never fade away..

To discover self was what I wanted

And I just fell in love

With the road and the nature

That I feel one with it

And oppressed without it..

Nomad is who I am

Mad maybe not

Drawn to the world of new

Forgetting the everyday past

Discovering new ways to look ahead..

Is it my own misery

That I create and run from?

The urge to reach the mountains

The fresh breath of air

The forgotten smiles in life

I yearn in earnest, and endless desire

Not to run away, but fly

With wings that defy..

#emotion